Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Fear and Intuition

01/17/07

His love unbreakable
My heart incapable
Of knowing the meaning
Of what he has been feeling

Every time I try
Every time I cry
I ask God why
Am I so misleading

Do I have a heart
Cuz I feel it fall apart
Can it love, I hope
Because I still hear it beating

I hope I have love to give
Maybe I'll get to live
And tell of my
Experience

Of how it did flow
And that he did know
How much I did grow
And I escaped
From all this fear and sense

Of losing my mind
My hesitation was left behind
And I was able to find
Myself

Running into his arms
The warning bells didn't alarm
He wasn't there to harm
My health

Or self- esteem
But right now it's just a dream
His heart's tearing at the seam
But I hope my dream doesn't take too long

To come true
Trying to figure out what to do
I gotta remember what I knew
When my life made sense

When the wind would speak to me
When my heart did feel free
I was living happily
And the energy was so intense

I want to call
Out his name when I fall
In love and when it all
Starts to release

My inhibitions
And I start to trust my intuitions
That enable me to make decisions
To finally be at peace

2 comments:

zzzz said...

Hy my name's arief. And when I opened blooger just before i wrote down my account, I saw your blog. And I clicked.
I love your blog. Really its so amazing when I found poems somewhere outhere, out of my languange. I also write poems but in Indonesian.
And for this post, I give you two thumbs. It really rocks my soul. Keep writing....

Anonymous said...

I like the form in this one - all the rhythm and the broken rhythm, the form and the broken form, the broken sentences between verses. I like what you did. It shows a lot of confidence in you as a writer to say what you have to say and make the form conform to your words and ideas, not the other way around.