Surrender

I surrender to a God that has yet to respond
I surrender to the rays that reach out from the sun
I surrender to the wind tearing moments apart
I surrender to the cold blanketing my heart
I surrender to the waves that push me away
I surrender to the moon that ends another day

I surrender to the light that burn out from the stars
I surrender to the pain lingering around my scars
I surrender to the night shadowing my fears
I surrender to time collecting all my years
I surrender to the heat that shoots out from my rage
I surrender to the sky and all the emptiness it saves

I surrender to the doubt that contaminates my mind
I surrender to the choices I have left behind
I surrender to life and all it's unknowns
I surrender to experience and accept that I've grown
I surrender to the past and to all it's attachments
I surrender to the future of no more commitments

And last but not least
I surrender to Love and all it's (im)perfections
And to all the challenges I've risen above
To find my true direction

I've given in to resistance
And left suspicion at the door
I've offered up my trust to you
Challenging the universe no more