Fear and Intuition

01/17/07

His love unbreakable
My heart incapable
Of knowing the meaning
Of what he has been feeling

Every time I try
Every time I cry
I ask God why
Am I so misleading

Do I have a heart
Cuz I feel it fall apart
Can it love, I hope
Because I still hear it beating

I hope I have love to give
Maybe I'll get to live
And tell of my
Experience

Of how it did flow
And that he did know
How much I did grow
And I escaped
From all this fear and sense

Of losing my mind
My hesitation was left behind
And I was able to find
Myself

Running into his arms
The warning bells didn't alarm
He wasn't there to harm
My health

Or self- esteem
But right now it's just a dream
His heart's tearing at the seam
But I hope my dream doesn't take too long

To come true
Trying to figure out what to do
I gotta remember what I knew
When my life made sense

When the wind would speak to me
When my heart did feel free
I was living happily
And the energy was so intense

I want to call
Out his name when I fall
In love and when it all
Starts to release

My inhibitions
And I start to trust my intuitions
That enable me to make decisions
To finally be at peace

Waiting for the end

01/15/07

Spinning uncontrollably
Out of the sky
The land is getting closer
Preparing to die
End all the drama
That I have created
Obliterate the person
Whom I have most hated
About to explode
Out of my skin
Waiting to release
The demons within