Intoxicated Invalid

04/20/05-01/12/08

I try to read between the lines
Before the wind passes/
Inhaling it into the mind
Sniffing off dusty glasses/
Numbing my veins
From sorrow and pain/
Damn the next day hurts
But I'll do it again/
Racing to the finish line
Only one step/
Running against time
Until there is no one left/

We fly to different galaxies
While the gas inhibits me/
A journey so far
As we sit in my car - parked/
Light years we just left behind
Yet my clock still says nine/

Now to the next night
Of intoxicity/
What type of disillusionment
Will this one bring/
Melting walls/
Spiritual calls/
Or just an escape
From my unwanted being/